Is this the winning formula?

This is day 7 of my Australian Bush Flower combination and there have been some interesting developments.
It appears the Grey Spider flower (see day 3 and a whole lotta wee ) has unearthed an unacknowledged fear..... Poverty
Seriously, I have a huge fear of not having enough money to get by, it sends me into a state of panic just thinking about it, I get a tightness in my chest and shortness of breath. This fear stems from my childhood when my dad was made redundant during the eighties. I remember feeling my mother's fear as the bills arrived and began to mount up . She would have to lean out the window to catch her breath as the stress would cause her chest to tighten.
So, what has that got to do with these remedies?
Let me explain:
This has been a very quiet week for me business wise. Unusually quiet, I have just run a new ad and normally the phone would be hopping but its oh so quiet.
Realistically this won't affect business for a couple of weeks (I am not one of those therapists who claim to have a huge waiting list,I wish, I am available for appointments 35 hours a week and have never filled all my appointments in the almost two years that I am doing it, Where do those therapists get their clients from? answers on a post card... ) so I should remain calm, right?
WRONG, I start to panic, I check the diary and see that I have no appointments booked in after the first week in june. My chest starts to tighten as I frantically search for suitable employment on the FAS website all the while willing the phone to ring.
Thankfully it does (hello Mam...)
So back to the remedies, I didn't understand this combination at first and wasn't sure how they would work together but all of this became clear in the last few days.
This combination is to change my attitudes, fears and feelings around money.

Sunshine Wattle: for the expectation of a grim future, hard times and life is a struggle
The positive outcome is being open to a bright future

Boab: for enmeshment in negative family patterns or beliefs
The positive outcome is personal freedom by releasing family held beliefs or negative patterns

Grey Spider Flower: to restore faith and calm

Bluebell: is for people who are closed to receiving, who have a subconcious fear that there is just not enough.
The positive outcome is belief in abundance and universal trust

Slender Rice Flower: is for comparison to others (I have been admiring all the lovely 4x4s that are being driven around Mullingar and thinking I could have one too if I was in steady full time employment)

The other 2 essences don't seem to be relevant to this particular issue.

Does this mean that my financial sabotages have been cleared?
Well, if tomorrow's lotto winner is from the midlands, then it could well be.